More waiting!

I thought that I can finally go to work again next week. However, another week to wait.

Somehow, I was quite disappointed. Why? No one was informed about the delay in the letter of appointment for me until I raised it up. Sigh! I just wanted to start early so that I can get things on hand first and then get myself fimilarize. Of course, I need money to go through this period of time. But no problem. Just trust G0d. Like the message which Pastor Dennis shared today. Our God is a God of more than enough. He will not let me be so financially trapped that I cannot get out of it. Of course, I must be responsible too. I think I have not thought through the process well enough, so I have been unemployed for coming to a month. But since it has happened, I only have to pick the pieces and move on. NO point dwelling over what has happened. May God give me more money to tide over the months to come.

What is Life built on?

Love means risk, but the payoffs outweigh the investment. Behind every success story you'll find people who once felt so discouraged they wanted to quit, who fell and needed lifting when someone stepped in, picked them up and helped them to keep going. Life is not built on acquisitions and accomplishments, it's built on relationships. So keep yours in good shape!

I NEED MONEY!!!!!

With so much increasing costs and many endless bills to pay, I sometimes wonder when I can really save some money for rainy days. Costs of living increase, bills increase, loan amount increase. Only not increasing is my pay. Sigh! When will there be a time to earn more money?

Now, my only hope is to get the Vemma products promoting so that I can get more people to sign up as members and me buying the products to sustain my health and earn some cash. PLEASE God, help me to get more members that are really interested in buying the products and share them with others so that my weekly income from Vemma will be at least 3 figures.

Oh God, please bless this webpage http://www.vemmabuilder.com/500580405 and let many sign up as members, not just pre-enrollees. Let them buy many products so that I too can get earned. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.

Why cancer?

This year, I have been dealing with many people with different types of cancer. First, it was my second uncle who had the last stage colon cancer. When we discovered it, he couldn't control his bowels anymore. That was a big blow to us. Never did we think he would get this. He was such a good man, always after God's work. After a short few months, he passed away. He had lost so much weight until I couldn't recognize him.

Then, some of my church members got cancer suddenly and died within a few months. What got me sadder was one of my close friends' husband who had a very rare cancer. He was said to be the 14th victim of such cancer. He died on Thursday. But thank God that he died without feeling any pain. According to my close friend, it was just a sigh before he passed on.

Today, I went to one funeral handled by the Pastoral Support in my church. She was also a cancer victim. She did not seem to pass on, rather when we looked at her, she seemed like sleeping. In a very deep sleep. Her son was very sad and was very emotion when Pastor Sunny prayed for her family members. He seemed to have much regret on things that he didn't do or say to her. But like what someone said at the funeral, maybe it was meant to be that. God wants us to have some things not yet done or said to our loved ones before they die so that when we go to heaven, we can do those things with them and say those things we wanted to.

What's important in this life is not whether I will get cancer and leave this world in pain. Rather, when I am still in this world, have I done things according to God's will for me? I hope that my family, friends and loved ones can say in their death beds that they have done God's will in their best efforts. May God bless all my family, friends and loved ones!

17 July 2008 - A mixed feelings day!

This morning, I received an sms from one of my close friends to inform me that one friend's husband was in critical condition. It was said that we had to see him as soon as possible. This friend's husband was actually suffering from a very rare cancer. He is in fact the 14th patient having such a condition. As you may expect, there was no medication to cure this kind of cancer. Everything was trial and error. So it was very painful to see him taking the medication and undergoing chemotherapy in the hope that his condition would be better. His family also tried their best to comfort him. I thought of visiting him after my interview.

Then in the afternoon, I went for my interview. It was more of a discussion between the interviewers and myself. They gave a very detailed description of what I was supposed to be doing. I thought, "Wow, great! I can finally fulfil my dream of working with the elderly'. As more details were given, my mind flashed with many images of how I could help in the job. At the same time, I was unsure whether I would meet the mark.

After the interview, I thought of calling my friend to inform her that I would be heading down to visit her husband. What's next was not what I expected! I received a missed call and an sms from my close firend. Her message mentioned that that friend's husband had passed on. I was very sad. I wish I could visit him earlier. But I could not due to my other commitment.

Through this incident, God gently reminds me that in life, we may try to control many things happening around us. However, there is one thing which we cannot control at all; we can never control when we die, how we die and where we die. You may build an empire for yourself, you may abuse the people around you to get to where you are today, or you may even have tons of money to spend. But as long as there is no partnership with God in all that you do, these are just worthless things. A breath of the wind!

Remember: we come into this world with nothing. We will exit from this world with nothing too. For those who trust in God, we need not fear. The exit from this world is the beginning of eternity. Just continue to trust God even when we do not know when, how and where we die. We just have to live like this is our last day on earth.

God bless!



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A Resting Period

Today is the 5th day of resting from all work. Though I have no plans to start working yet, but the money on my pocket states otherwise. To some people, I may be very stupid to quit a job that can pay well. But I only live once, so I want to do things according to my interest. Money is a means to buy things; it is essential. However, it is not everything. What's more important is that I need to live happily. May God grant me a temporary job soon.

An ending

Today is the second day of which I have left the previous company. Though I have not received news about working in the new company, somehow, I am not afraid or anxious. Funny right? It seems like everything will be arranged by God. I only need to obey and follow His ways. After leaving the previous company, it is such a relief. On my last day, I was doing nothing at all. Suddenly, one of the managers seemed so friendly. But to stay there for long, I am afraid I may become a double-standard Christian.

Though I don't have much savings and still have many expenses and loan to pay, I believe my God is able to provide me with much more. He is my provider, my help in times of need. Because of Him, I have the power to create wealth, healing and able to enjoy all the marvelous things He has prepared for me. Though the road may be long and tiring, but keeping ahead with Him in focus is what I want to do. Better to do things according to God's plan than to live a life without Him.

Thank you Lord for everything.